Staying at home on a day when you are supposed to go to work is AWSOME!
But quite annoyingly that my biological clock wakes me up at the same time I am supposed to go to work. X_X!

My idiot brother is now showing off his new hp ard,basket!Feel like throwing his away.So irritating when I am here blogging and he is behind me shooting.
But sometimes I just find him..I dunno like he is a part of me afterall.
Wel..I have only one younger brother to dote on.:)

Sigh...Miss Jason.
I know I have been saying this all week...............

Anyway..poor Yng OT till 12mn plus last night.Gosh,I cant imagine staying in the office till the wee hours.Erm...well,I DID before.
But it sure feels different then.

Actually I kinda miss my previous company's colleagues.Especially the early times when everyone is like so fun and nice to get along.
I miss the times when me,Rabiah and Xiao mei were eating and teasing each other.
I miss the times when Patrick,damn..i forgot the indian guy's name,Mi-mi and KY and I were together.
And of coz some other things I wouldnt like to mention.
Dont worry..it is all of the past now.

Sometimes..memories just seem so beautiful yet kinda painful.
And I refer to all kinda memories.
Be it with family,friends,crushes,ex bf/gf.Memories always make them stand a special place in your heart.

For instance you could be with someone you love NOW,but that someone you love then will always somehow remain in that special place in your heart.
It is like those storylines whereby,"I know mum loves Mr XYZ now,but noone can replaces dad in her heart."
Right Jason?

No...I am just trying to speak in a very general term,not referring to anyone specifically.
But sometimes we are just trying to reflect on life and realise how much we have grow.

Sometimes growing up is a painful process.
You have to learn to let go,learn stuffs you hate to learn,trying to be someone you wish you will never be,having to stand up on your own and face the world.
Sometimes we got trapped in the process of learning.We got dejected and fear.And yet we hide our jadeness by hating the world and thinking life sucks,and even hate ownselves.
Whereas some smarties move up very fast and evolve to someone who is better than before.

As we grow up,the mess begins.We come face to face with all sorts of raw emotions.
One is deem lucky to be untroubled by them and live in peace.
We fall in love,fall outta love.
Some move on to another love,while some unlucky ones stay there.

Well...I'd say I am still a one quater ripe turnip in this process of life.
Half wishing that I would be fully ripe some day and half wishing I stay here.

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Just some test results from Emode:

The Beauty Pageant Test
Mia, you've been crowned Miss Personality

Not that it's surprising with your sunny disposition and genuine down-home heart. You've learned that you catch more flies with honey, and simply put, you're just a pleasant person to be around.Sure, the eveningwear competition might have been more fun than any dress-up game from your childhood days. But when it comes right down to it, that piece of fabric didn't get you to the winner's circle. It was the glimpse the judges got of your personality while you were strutting your stuff in that glamorous gown that made them notice you. So what are you going to do now that you've made it big? How about if you keep inspiring those around to be the best they can be?